Monday, May 6, 2013

The 5th of May

 Frankly speaking here, I'm quite disappointed with the election result, but wad can I do when I'm just a normal girl with no super power? But I deeply realized that I need to work harder on wad I'm doing and try to earn more money n live a better life.Be happy and live the best out of it. Perhaps that was a wake up call to me, maybe not just me but a lot people out there.

I see a lot of video and posts on facbook about how the government has violated this election. Example: bring in illegal immigrant and give them blue Ic to vote, some legal voter details just disappear from the spr system out of no where, extra boxes of votes came in last minute, blackout during the vote count session, and so on.
I donno which is true and which is not true. Okay, let's say...

if BN won the election WITHOUT doing things I mentioned above.
I deeply truly respect the election result. As most of you all said we must respect each other. But I have only one small request. Just hope that in future nobody, no cicik, adik, itik call the Chinese to go back China and Indian to go back India. This is really disrespectful. yes, there is Chinese and Indians in Malaysia but we are all born here and we are anak Malaysia. So nobody has the right to ask us to go back to china and India because we DON'T belong to those countries.
It's sad when people don't treat us Chinese and Indian as part of the Malaysian when our ancestors contributed in building this country.
This is my request, respect us, we are anak Malaysia.


If BN won the elections by using these dirty tactics. I said IF okay?
Then I would like to say "where's justice?". And do you really feel happy if you get the first place in the class by cheating in the exam but not studying hard?
Don't forget about the bangla. They are human too, they are not your political tools.
I still believe in justice and I believe in Karma too. A true leader will gain the hearts and supports from the nation, and lousy leader might gain power but he/she will never be respected by anyone.

Whatever it is...Happy ruling the country. Wish you all the best

Lastly, my dad always tells me "there's bad and good people in every race and ethnic. We can't judge a person by their skin color"



Friday, January 4, 2013

The day I know...

I never post any entry here for the whole December. Isn't December an eventful month?
Yea, it is but.. There were a lot of things going on, in my life and in my mind. I have to rush for internship report, go for body checkup and so for.

I found out that I have some tumors in my breast. but no worries, they are all NON-cancerous tumors still.
I used ''they are'' simply because I do not have just one tumor but I have quite a number which Doctor have given up on counting them. FUNNY BUT TRUE.

How I actually found out?
I think it was about 2 months back when I was enjoying my shower, I can feel there's a lump on my left breast. I was quite worried and curious at the same time. So I decided to tell my mum and discuss with her.
Then about last month I went to a clinic for a simple checkup and the 1st doctor told me that she can feel not 1 but 3 lumps on my left breast. I got tensed up at the moment, I thought I'm gonna die in no time.
She wrote a letter to send me to a specialist for some scanning, because she said it will be much more accurate if I go for scanning.
and yea, I went for the scanning.
first thing the doctor told me : " wow, your have many friends!''  (friends is referring to my tumors)
and she start counting, '' okay, you have 1 here, 2 , 3, 4, 5... 6, 7.. alright I think you have too many and I have lost count...''

Don't you think what she said is very amusing? haha.. but actually I got dumbfounded when she said I have so many tumors.
They are not cancerous tumor. I will be fine. All I need to do now is to practise a very healthy lifestyle and take a lot of great supplement pills :)

To all my girl friends, please do some self-check on your breast and do go for ultrasound scanning at least once a year because some tumors can't be felt from the surface of your breast.

Here is some breast self-exam idea!!


Breakthrough Breast Cancer advocate a simple TLC method that will help you spot abnormalities as early as possible.
TOUCH your breasts. Can you feel anything unusual?
LOOK for changes. Is there any change in shape or texture?
CHECK anything unusual with your doctor.

Handy Tips for Breast Self-exam
feel your breasts while lying down,
using your right hand to feel your left breast (raise up your left hand) and then
your left hand to feel your right breast (raise up your right hand).
(for more details : http://www.breastcancer.org/symptoms/testing/types/self_exam/bse_steps)


p/s: this entry is NOT to get any sympathy from anyone because I'm totally fine. I just wanna create some awareness among the girls :)  love yourself more ♥

Koala ♥